Once again i speak out...i bet you all are tired of me...but i am here to bug ya til i leave for college! then you will have a nice break from me, which you all will hate dearly.

Anyways, this week will be hectic, but next week even more...I will be gone for a week to a summer camp of sorts for a bonding thing with some other incoming freshman, the camps in north carolina somewhere...

the week after that, i head home then head back out but this time. to Las Vegas!! holy shit, that was unexpected when i heard that. I am heading with my parents there as well. too bad i am too young to gamble but hopefully i will get to see wayne brady or the blue man group.

something else i must say that is slightly hard to say but kernac helped me through it. I...
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Heh, whats up yall?

Its been a while sense i layed down a decent post so to speak that does not involve problems and such.

Had a weird dream thing in which i was pretty much attacked by a dragon...weird...fun though, i enjoyed it! who would not want to be attacked and pounced by a dragon?

Heh, awesome lightning storm last night, i wanted to go outside and observe it, but it was kinda hitting the ground in someplaces so...not the best idea...but for some reason, lightning draws out my darker side and i grow more insane and really feel like rocking out or something.

Listeneing to mariyln manson again, his stuff is really good, i like it and even though he has a weird appearence (which i like) his music is actually is meaningful to...
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Once again, how are all of you?

I am fine for the time being. The tribute that Zephyx did for me was really cool. It cheered me up quite a bit. Which then caused me to get back into renamon again. Shes taking over my mind!

Joking aside, I am alittle tired of it all. One thing that pisses me off the most is my mom saying that people I hang around sometimes or talk to (over MSN) are freaks and i should not talk to them. I forget how steriotypical and how much she hates others that are different, such as goths and emos and furries and such. It annoys the living shit out of me and when i try and say something she labels me one, which i blantently respond, i dont care. Ugh...aggrivation in my life.

I really dont think anyone i talk to is a freak,...
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Hello again.

Anyways, i never am really on from my whole thing with my parents and stuff finding out my fetish and such, well my dad at least, so i only really have time to go on in the mornings.

Well, i am working 40+ hour weeks now so ya! money! or something like that. Still, i want to serve more but i have to pretty much beg for a shift. But all is well, just pissed that i dont really get recognition or whatnot after i been there for 2 and a half years. but i only stay there because, no where else decent is hiring.

I lost 10 pounds the other week and regained it that fast, how does that happen? I eat constantly and such...its confusing how my body works so well.

I finally finished The divine comedy of dantes inferno. Read...
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Well, it finally happened. That inevitable feeling that we all get inside us that our secret will be released. Well, it occured. I was chatting with a friend (wont name names) and the discussion was on vore. Of course, perfect timing i do that my mom walks in and sees the MSN counter flashing from a new message. I kinda stutter and say nothing and quickly close the window. Bad Move. I tryed to talk out of it, saying it was a friend who was into weird things, and my mom still wanted to see it. I eventually told her off and new the inevitable was coming. At that point, i told her it was something you would not understand and then she makes the answer, "i am not stupid you know" No shit! your a nurse! but you wont understand a fetish! anyway, i managed to get her somewhat angry and told her i...
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Its an awesome game by the way, lament of innocence i believe beats out many other castlevania games in soundtrack wise, its music is more creepy and dark to say the least. Dont get me wrong, curse of darkness was good to but lament of innocence i prefer better.

Heh, anyway, going to college and yesterday i picked courses! yes...history, biology, pychology and English. Ahh, i only had to pick 4, they average up to 16 credits, and the minimum is 12 so i did over but i will handle it. actually, the way i got my classes, i have friday off, so a longer weekend. But i have to take morning classes (starts at 8am) and night (latest goes to 8PM i think) but its not that bad really, i wake up much earlier for high school. Now all i am waiting for now is who my roomate or roomates...
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Anyway, i might not be on as much, mainly because of work, but because my mom is being a bitch so my 'computer time' is limited. Man i need to go to college. Which reminds me, she called me a screw up, idoit, waste. Of course, i had my "i dont give a damn" attitude and she grew even more pissed. sometimes i believe she is bi-polar...eh...whatever.
It does not bother me, only the fact that she says she has no faith in me that i could do well in college and does not want to waste thousands of dollars. sorry, when money is that big, i do well in school, she fails to realize it...then she says i act weird and then the argument about being goth comes up...happy endings for me though. I got NY strip! yesh!

My mom is a bitch but its easy to get over, she fails to realize,...
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Well, not gone for a week, got back sooner than i thought. Anyway, wonderful time at Ocean City in maryland. events...

Getting there in a place i did not have to pay for, awesome!
got my own room...nice!
Got trashed at a party. I dont drink much, or hardly at all. had 8 cans of beer plus 4 cups of "jungle juice" which is a combination of sodas, fruits, vodka and rum. Delicious...I smoked alot, which i dont normally do. Beer pong against the champions and almost beat them, down to 1 cup to 1 cup.

The worst thing about being drunk, i did not black out, more like so relaxed and mellow, my mind was perfect, i babbled alittle (did not reveal secret of vore!) i could think quickly, more than i do when i am sober, my mind was on an overdrive, but my...
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I am leaving or a week. anyways, senior week for me is coming up and i leave tomorrow. however this means i wont visit this place probably, maybe tomorrow morning to post something for an rp but thats it. Everyone, any rp i am in...or involved in...forgive me, i will post when i can. i highly doubt it, so I dont risk letting people i know realize i am a voraphile but i will try.

Heh, anyways, going tomorrow, getting drunk off my ass, the whole bloody deal. Ocean city hear i come! i am also going to see one of my friends i have not seen in years!

Anyway, this is more or less a blog letting everyone that talks to me know where i am the next week. that way it does not seem i just abandoned yall.

Heh, going to miss me right? and i will probably...
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From your demonic, vampiric reaper here at ekas...

Finally! its over, high school is over! thank the gods! *picks up bottle of wine that looks like blood and chuggs it* Yes!! *licks blood from mouth* it happened yesterday...i am now a graduate of high school, finally, no driving 40 minutes to school and 40 minutes back. No more private school!! (and before yall say anything, i am not wealthy at all...misconception, my school is the cheapest in maryland...) All during graduation i wanted to rip that damn tassle of my hat. Unfortunatly i have a rather large head, so it was on my face constantly, i just wanted to bite at it when i got my diploma. (least it covered up the large thing on the side of my face alittle)

Its funny, anyone that likes poetry can fine my...
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