Alright, i decided to do another blog cause i am bored out of my freakin skull right now. Anyway, my one poem i wrote on my other blog got me nominated to go to Las Vegas for the convention there...no thanks, i live on the other side of the United States thank you very much.

PRoms over, it was fun, found out my date is almost as sadistic as me!(or at least listens to similar music) but its not going anywhere, cause i leave next year and plus i dont think it would work. I wish i got that cape, cane and top hat now, i regret not getting one! She would have loved and everyone expected it from me cause i am a freaking vampire! heh, it was fun...

Finals are over! thanks the Gods! (all possible ones that exist, buddha, God, gods of olympus...etc.) SO much pent up...
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Eka's resident Demon/vampire/ heres a new one...reaper! (upgraded my status!!!)

I have been probably been more happy than i have been in a long time. Prom is coming up, so thankfully nothing bad will happen like last years which i want to forget. I get out of school on friday! then finals next week which i only have two because the rest were more like take home ones.

I feel better also that, even though my parents dont like me being Goth, i will remain that way. Now my religion teacher (go to a private school, unfortunatly) knows and i told her (slideshow on growth through the years) about my "darkness" and suprisingly enough, she did not have a problem with it. Found out she likes Stephen King as well!

Went to Washington D.C. today to see...
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Hello people of Eka's (mainly those who read this!)

Kernac...is one hell of a person to RP with...i dont mind being prey for Dark kernac but i rather be the pred! my turn next time!

This demon/vampire has decided to do some more things!

namely i have been in a good mood, not like my normal depressed, "please, apocalypse come now..." mood. i have attempted to write a story, and failed or not completly failed. Shadow Walker can tell yah i did not do so well! :P Now to get straight to the point, i have started writing poetry, which i think helps my emotional things on straight. Being a reader of Edgar Allen Poe, i started to write similar types of poetry, you know the dark, gothic atmosphere, and i am actually quite good at it, i just have to...
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Alright, hopefully this will make up for my last blog, which you can tell i was half asleep writing it. anyways, from some other vore people i need a little help, as i think my friend might be one, but like one that he does not even realize it yet.

For instance, today.
people in the school compare me to a demon and that i eat souls, blah, blah, blah. but today he asked me how i would eat a hand...whole or would i chew it up? i kinda asked why and he said, no reason. then i asked, "why ask me?" but i answered, chew it up...hell i would in real life :P ,joking. He said something about swallowing it whole and it going down the gullet.

I was asked what baby animal i would think would taste the best raw, i said lamb and he also said lamb but of course...
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anyway, its was a little funny to me, not the other person but at work she wanted a milkshake. i said what flavor? then she asked me what i would like...i said strawberry caus ei had enough of chocolate...
anyway...she said, "you get a strawberry and me" I immediatly looked at her and then looked away and cracked a little smile...cause from what i heard, i am getting a strawberry shake with her...with her flavor...
she eventually realized what she said and went thats not what i meant. I just kept messing with her going on how i am getting a strawberry shake with me...i knew what she meant but the word switch really gives off a different message.
i dont know, it was funny at that time but it was one of those, "who had to be there" type things...plus she kept on saying...
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a weird day today, it was not bad at all surprisingly. by the end of it, i was actually a little bit happy...to say the least, and i mean the type of happy that i have been hit inside and a good feeling and i felt more sociable.

It started with an envirothon field trip...interesting, i was bored out of my mind during the lectures and it was weird but cool, i zoned out so far that i was doing RP's in my mind and pretended draco ate the boring teacher...someone had to actually had to say my name about 5 time till i woke up from that, it was fun though...(thanks draco, got rid of that tree hugger for me!) I dont know why i did not use my own character, but still it allowed me to get through the lecture. (oh and fyi, i was forced into the envirothon because i am in honors and i...
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Its been a while since my last blog and i decided to make another.

anyway, i have had an empty feeling within me that suddenly appeared during work last sunday. for some reason i grew funny, and just had to work through it, it was a feeling of lonliness.

Even though i have great friends now, and a new persona...a more dark persona which i love...i was happy and all of a sudden, i wanted my life to end. i do not understand where this came from, and its not the persona, i made damn sure of it. I would never commit suicide, i see it as the cowards way out.

Today however, i considered it, i wanted so bad to crash my car into something...and before that, i wanted to jump off the roof of my second story house, for no reason. i dont get this feeling,...
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Yes got accepted into the college of my choice the other day!
-that is all

Anyway, i have been doing my comic which i hope to have done by the end of the week, the one dealiong with the dream and Renamon and myself...

Here is the problem, its not serious but before i had that dream that for some reason contained the fictional kitsune...i thought nothing of digimon much and such, but sense i had that, i cant stop thinking about renamon...probably because im doing a comic on her, i dont know but i cant stop thinking about her and wishing she was real...this was a time in life when i was 9 when i wanted all of this to be real, i convinced myself that they dont exist, but know i want them to exist again...my childhood still wants to catch a hold on me...i just want it to go away...this site has nothing to do with it, its just a fantasy of a child im...
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(my mood was like shocked! but by electricity)
It was a weird day...basically having to walk across a field with winds going about twenty miles per hour or so...(and i know this is not as bad as Jason's burrow event of the icestorm) its was weird, the combination of the dryness and the strong dry winds made a huge static electricity field in that field...i got into school, my pants were so tight due to static cling and taking my sweater off was a cool idea as it gathered so much charge it pulled my hair into a fro and the i touched my locker in which i saw a blue spark and i thought, oh crap theres a big one! that shock went through my finger and numbed that finger for a while...it was not a bad day but a interesting one in someways, if that wind was not so frigid!

I...
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