As many of you that i have talked to know, i am leaving this account for another one. Issues within my mentality are clearing up and after killing my main character, i feel i have to remove myself from this account. In no way i am leaving, oh hell no! I like this place actually, the community feel and all, i love it. I just will be back under a new name, something that will help me out better then now.

The reason is that when i make a character, i put my life in him. The bad thing was on Darkmark, is that i became what I never wanted. I became sadistic, emotionless and even more morbid. However, when you see him, you do not see that do you? The weird thing that occurred with my character is that he became nicer, and yet i became worse, more angry, thinking terrible thoughts...
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Well, i decided to make another blog to tell people how i been, hell, i haven't been active lately.

Well, i been fine, sorta. Today i have a stomach flu (go figure) and i feel like i will constantly vomit, but whenever i think i will...nothing! What the fuck did this to me!? But besides that, i got cheered up from buying posters...bruce lee and a clint eastwood poster. Why? Cause i adore both of them! However, if they had a seether poster...murr...would buy that on the spot. Also bought a deck of dirty playing cards, which are funny cause they have different sex positions on every card! I thought it was quite funny and decided to buy them! hah.

Well, I been sorta depressed for some reason, more broken then usual. Have no idea why...i mean, i have friends at...
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Hello again. My abscense...cause of some...error...but now i got a laptop to bypass it so FUCK YAH!!!

Christmas was okay...been one of the few in which i am actually happy...got a Laptop and loving it, typing on it now! *typing*

Family (the small one i have) came over, getting through hardships with bills, but we get through it...so Christmas was okay.

Being back...i enjoy it...i missed this place and i was pissed i couldn't...well, be back sooner^^;

Some odd or negative things...well, i been working up the courage to tell my dad about my bisexuality...the thing is, i chickened out so he doesn't know...however, after an argument with my mom in which she called me an emotionless freak (later i told her why i was acting so odd,...
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Alright people! One of my favorite holidays...Thanksgiving!

Honestly, i dont know why? *stares at food* seriously...

Maybe being a vore has sorta...warped my thanksgiving day? I honestly cannot tell how much, escept for a whole turkey leg of a 20 pound bird, and probably 2 pounds in sweet potatoes with stuffing, mash potatoes, rolls and corn and peas. I still am a lilttle bit hungry and i ate all of that...not even 2 and a half hours ago? heh...

Anyway, it was good...murr...I am all nice and full...feels so nice^^

I am planning on getting my old job abck during the winter before school...but the way the economy is...i dont really know...

I am in a good mood, have an awesome boyfriend and good friends...heh, peace...
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Well, i felt like doing another post sense i have the time and might as well tell you the identity of my boyfriend! heeh

well, some may already know...but...to those who dont, my boyfriends name is zeara on this sight^^ so ya, secret is out!

I love him so much!!! I never will think of what would happen if i never met him...love is something i always hated, cause i have been rejected or cheated on...but...he broke the shell of my heart and opened it anew!

Love you so much Zeara!!

love,

~mark

Hello, again, its everyones favorite demon kin, Darkmark! haha.

Anyway, i pop up randomly to give little tidbits and such...kinda weird but this feels like i will rant so forgive me if it occurs.

Anyway, the court system i deal with is a piece of shit, i mean...its just fucking bullshit. @ points for going 15 over the speed limit? really? and also, did i forget to mention nearly 3/4 of the court got off because there cop was not there? lucky little fuckers.

College is getting busy, real fast, papers seem to swarm, but still, its easier then high school, by far. The papers are easier and freedom is awesome again.

I just am sorta bummed out. Its mroe like my flash drive somehow got corrupted and none of my files i need will open...i...
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*appears in a tornado of fire and black matter*

And so i reappear my people, bask in my demonic presense!!

Anyway, its been too long...way too long...well, i guess this break from here at college taught me some things...college is fucking awesome! I never had so much freedom! not only that, my studies are sweet, new friends are met that we have similar interests...except vore and being bi...i ain't that lucky!

Anywho, i awoke from black sleep to a new world, i mean, college is great...freedom *woot!*

even though i come back to go to court and got points on my license...and finding out that my parents dicover i am bi and into vore. the only thing that frusterates me is why dont they leave my personal life alone? well, i suppose...
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Ah...so the time has finally come...unfortunatly i will be out of commission for a while.

Heading to college i am alittle nervous but actually happy for once...i mean new environment and such...heh, i think i will enjoy it.

However, i will be leaving the protal as well, i mean i have computer access, but sense i dont have a laptop of my own...well, they could easily track me...and i dont feel like being caught going to ekas or FA...and msn? i have no idea...heh, i will have to play it by ear but i wont have access really for a long time. so cya in months!

I will still draw, more still life though or something. I have been having hard times drawing vore for some reason. i guess the block will end? well, i will be gone for months at a time...maybe...
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Guess whos back?

Finally back to solid ground from my two week haitus!

First to north carolina, full of white water rafting, kayaking, hiking, ropes courses and climbing towers! cept when you fall...my junk felt out of sorts...man those harness are a bitch sometimes! anyway, climbing 50 foot towers, using muscles i never knew i had, climbing across 40 foot high ropes...and swinging from a rope 40 high...holy crap...Rafting was fun, second time was better, i fell in on a level 2...water was near freezing...(ask me how during the summer, i have no idea) Met new friends, it was pretty relaxing.

Then as soon as i got back, i had a day of rest, then i went to Las Vegas...Its fuckking hot there, let me say that...stayed around 100-110 area. I did not...
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well, i will be gone for two weeks!!

going camping then to las vegas. sorry if i seem like i just abandoned rps and such.

anyways, i wont have any computer but i will try.

cya in 2 weeks!

miss you all!
~DM