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Tobenai

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Somewhat outgoing and pretty eccentric, outspoken, I have a lot to say about things on my mind given the amount of time I spend thinking but given my shy nature I just never really say much at all. the only way I can actually express myself is over IM, which obviously isn't a very good way to get to look for a relationship I know that I need to actually talk more face to face but I'll just progress more slowly than others. I do like to talk to others, but when it actually comes to talking about serious topics and heated debates I really do fail badly, yeah if it is something not too complicated, too deep or it is something I have a good understanding of I like to talk about it but other than that I tend to just listen. Really I just keep to simpler topics and more relaxing things to talk about rather than get worked up over something else.

I do have my bad days where my mod will drastically change but I do not lash out at others when such a thing happens, I admit I did do that in the past quite a lot but given my wisdom through age I just don't do it at all anymore. If I'm feeling in one of those moods I'll just sit quietly in my room for a bit until I feel better do either drawing or guitar playing. The best way to handle such a thing.

I tend not to openly socialize with people I don't know, especially if they are in a big group, which is one of the reasons I don;'t go to conventions anymore or rarely turn up at furmeets. I just have a small group of friends that I hang out with once in a while, people I can trust and know very well, and once I get to know someone new in that way it'll be the same case.

If you were to meet me after speaking to me over the net or having read this profile you'd probably find it a little hard to believe that it was me you are seeing, but I'm not exactly a normal sort of person, but then again furry isn't really that normal

Not really sure what to say about my personality, very shy in person (not that many know me in person anyway) but a lot more active online. I don't really have a friendly appearance given my 6ft 4in size and it does get pretty depressing when people judge me on my appearance :/ or expect me to be some sort of halfwitted muscle bound gorilla just because I happen to have that sort of physique (not boasting I promise :3), but honestly what people think when they look at me is not true. I'm geeky and weird by nature, I enjoy anime, playing games and all manner of weird stuff, I'm not the sort of person who goes out, gets drunk and makes a complete prat of himself or does the usual "man" stuff, I do me stuff.

Things that annoy me:-
- Things that slow me down
- Feeling unfairly pressured by society into doing things I don't want
- Really hard games
- Moths
- My horrible job; Currently I am working a part-time job as a retail assistant but I have signed onto an accountancy agency so right now that is the biggest thing on my mind. In a few weeks time I'll actually have a proper job as a account assistant
- Celeb culture
- The over-sexed culture
- People who can't seem to keep their hormones under control
- Silent letters
- The state of the world in general and my powerlessness to do anything about it
- Unfair expectations of society and the societal pressure behind that

Things that attract me:-
- Unsual things
- Interesting things
- Bizzare things
- Abnormal things
- Odd things
- Gothic things
- Creative things
- Artistic things
- Musical things
- Mathematical things
- Things that aren't the things that annoy me
- Shiny objects
- Well crafted and constructed art
- Swords, ninjas and shit

Hobbies:-
Playing guitar:-
My is purely instrumental. I do not do anything involving lyrics as I am no writer, but saying that I haven't really made any sort of music yet even though I tell myself I will. But alas I am always distracted by shiny objects or become distracted by any new game I come across. My style is fast playing. the closest comparison I can give to what it sounds like is somewhere between Yngwie Malmsteen and John Petrucci. I currently own a Fender Strat with STK-10 pickups. Here's a recent example of me:- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgZXhxlnQxw

Exercise:-
This is a combination of lifting heavy weights at the gym 3 times a week for 60-90 minutes and doing a daily cardio routine which make last between 20 - 60 minutes, depending on how busy my day has been. This isn't something I do optionally, I spent a lot of my life being obese, 280lbs being my heaviest weight and so it is very important to me for both my fitness and my sense of achievement to keep to it.
Guitar playing and exercise isn't something I do optionally, I do it whether I want to do it or not, the reason being is that I wasted a lot of my time in the past playing video games, going on stupid 12 hr gaming periods in some cases and so do stop myself from falling into that pointless routine again I spend a little bit of time at least doing something productive in my life.

Drawing:-
I used to draw both digitally and traditionally but now I just stick to a traditional style using a fine liner for inking. Still in the stage of practicing but eventually I'll reach a decent enough level that I'll be doing my own commissions . As for the type of things I draw well it's mainly just clean art, but I do sometimes tend to draw some fetishistic things that may scare some of you, but don't worry I'm not dangerous. Right now I'm leaning towards drawing more of an anime style, drawing it traditionally. Tools of the trade are pencil, colouring pencils and fine liner. I'm on DA, FA and SF (shameless art plug):-
DA: Tobenai
FA: Tobenai
SF: Tobenai

Gaming:-
I do like doing a bit of gaming on XboX360, PS3 and PC. However recently I have just sold off my two consoles and all of my games to purely focus on PC gaming, and on top of that I bought a ASUS Nvidia GTX680 along with a powerful GPU fan with the proceeds. the main reason for this is that I have far more games that I actually have the time to play, and also generally I prefer PC over the consoles because obviously it is the better machine.
Mostly it's RPG I go for but I do like a bit of FPS as well, even though I'm crap at them. I also really like hack and slash games but really only the newer ones, the ones which let you develop your character in some way or have a RPG element to them. also action games I tend to lean towards.
Fave games: (pre-selling of consoles)Metal Gear Solid, Final Fantasy, Bayonetta, Metal Gear Rising. Right now I'm deciding what I'll like most given my strict move to PC.

Movies:-
Drama is my main interest, mystery my second and sci-fi my third. I have and have seen a lot of movies so I can't really pin point my favourites. I do like anime too, but again since I have quite a lot of it I can't really pin point any of them and the list of the ones I have is too long for me to be arsed listing them

Music:-
Instrumental mostly, metal, classical or synth (but not too much synth work, things like Brian Eno or Robert Fripp). My favourite artists are Steve Vai, Joe Satriani and Yngwie Malmsteen. I also adore Marty Friedman, his style is just awesome . I've tried to get into other genres but really I can't bring myself to liking anything else, so it's just these specific artists I tend to listen to.Other artists I like: Tony Macalpine, Eddie Van Halen, John Petrucci, Michael Angelo Batio. Oh I like Pink Floyd too.

Other ways I like to keep my mind occupied or to keep relaxed is to watch various shows. Basically anything that'll make me laugh or that'll dazzle me, specifically documentaries about astrophysics, astronomy, physics or psychology in general. Although honestly given that I am too lazy to actually read a damned book for once I know very little about such subject, but anyone who talks to me about them will always have my undivided attention.
Well I think I've droned on for long enough. That's pretty much all I can same about me before running out of word space :3

FURSONA:
Name: Tobenai (Means flightless)
Age: 25
Height: 5' 11''
Weight: Around 160lbs
Body Type: Highly athletic
Kinks: Macro/micro vore and foot/paw play. General foot/pawplay.
Sub/Dom: Both

Given that I only act this fursona out in RP I don't really know what to say without going into yiff detail, also a bit reluctant as my RL personality is pretty different :/ oh well.

Personality (This would only apply in a Roleplay): He pretty much acts the same way as I do OOC. He pretty much says the same things and acts the very same way. But when it comes to RPing and acting out his kinks it is a different story.
He really likes to play the whole sub/dom role, acting as either submissive or dominant. As a dom, he doesn't like to deal with more than one pet at one time, he likes to focus his attention on person at a time, varying between different sorts of people. However if he were ever to obtain a pet on a permanent basis that would change. To him, that one pet will be the only one he'll ever bring his attention to and no-one else.

Things he likes to do? well he'll just do whatever he likes with them, just as long as they understand that according to him they're pretty much his property now and will do as he pleases whether they like it or not.
Saying that though his kinks are fairly limited. He'll like to put his pet under a certain level of discomfort for his own pleasure but he would never actually go as far as to cause them serious harm, just enough harm as not to leave a mark, keeping them nice a undamaged these things can vary in anything that doesn't go into extreme such as tying up, dragging around on a leash, using as furniture, carrying out his vorish or paw/footplay kinks etc.

That all applies to same sized activities. When it comes to macro and micro it'll change slightly. He never liked macro i.e. bigger than his 5' 11' size. Instead he prefers his victims to be micro. Also while he has a pet, he may bring in other micro victims and force his pet to join in with what he does, especially when it comes to the foot/pawplay and vore aspect of the whole thing.

When it comes to yiff he tends to shy away from the more extreme stuff as, to be honest, he tastes in his kinks are very specific, and he does not like to be goaded into trying things he knows he will not like. But saying that, he may try something new if it catches his interest, but it'd be pretty rare for him to try anything new yiff related.