hi again, this is the last of my autism lore dump posts, sorry if there wasnt enough actual funny vore stuff to your liking or whatever haha. at the very least i hope it gets the scope of what i think about with this character and the interactions and such. (needless to say she absolutely WOULD do like funny mass vore hyper stuff too but i just havent had the spark to really like go for it yet, for her its like a Severe Indulgence that she does to break herself out of a mood lmfao)
but uhh, yeah, this here's my first attempt at drawing her all the way back in like may 2022, i'd been thinking about her character for way longer than that though (significantly longer than i had biscuit, which you can obviously see with the story's shift to a nameless human to a named actual character for my sona...) I'm not incredibly happy with this anymore? I still *really like it,* i still think it captures the like, warmth and emotions i wanted, i just dont think the face holds up as well as i wanted it to. eyes are probably just too big , lmao. hard to say for sure, honestly.


anyways, yeah the first Lu pic i uploaded is pretty much a remake of this one. i usually wouldnt have just posted this on its own and have waited for some kind of sketch dump, but i did it now as a way to combine all of my end of year thoughts that wouldnt clog up the other Already insanely long posts, but... now that i'm here typing this all out, i'm at a loss for words, haha.

first, i'll try to keep this part brief, but i genuinely am very sorry about my Continued downward trend in art and uploads and such. not to blame it all on outside factors, but this year has been. incredibly hard for me and my family. constantly being in some kind of limbo state, where some small commission or something was the only way my entire immediate family was bailed out a situation is... an extremely weird feeling. i could never tell them the specifics, like "hey we had power this month because of the niche fetish porn i draw ! :D" lmfao . but i am extremely honored that i'm even in a position where i could pull that off, even inconsistently. To all the people that helped me stay afloat in any manner, thank you so much. <3 . aside from all of the heavier issues, i really do just simply fall into that classic blunder of "oh man i havent uploaded in a while, i should really make sure the next thing i post is Even better..!" (dies instantly gets overwhelmed with my scope and dies and explodes) lol . among other things

secondly, it was touched on a little bit already, but i'm so so so incredibly grateful for the continued support from everyone. from the people close to me, the people who follow me, who put up with my bullshit, and especially the people standing behind me when i feel like i'm at my worst/at my limit. i've had so many moments this year where people have put their necks out for my sake, helping me in dire straits, or even just doing shit for me out of the kindness of their heart. I feel like i'll never be able to properly repay them, and I just have to say again, thank you, thank you so much. if any of you are reading this you know who you are. i love all of you guys <3

lastly, i guess i want to cap this off with sort of a new years resolution, that even if im not exactly more *active* that i'm at least doing *better,* doing what my heart leads me to and not letting myself get slumped over with these irrational, destructive thoughts. and hell, if i can take steps towards that, thats good enough for me. we're probably going to be moving houses soon, and this place has really been a huge part of why our year has been Fucked Up lmao, so as stressful as its gonna be its gonna be for the better. its also partially why i cant really promise myself that i'll be drawing *more* considering how up in the air everything is... but i'd be happy with improvement in any sense, haha. i guess its a good thing to not take things so hard on yourself, right? maybe you (THE VIEWER READING THIS!!) could take that in stride too. don't be too harsh on yourself :3 we're all gonna make it.

but yeah, it's been a wild time. thank you all again for making (christ, how long have i been doing this) my Continued years into this passion worth it.
see you all in 2025, and again, thank you all so much. love you all <3

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