The main point of this post is to apologize to the 2 people who gave me money for not using it as intended.
(But I'm gonna ramble for context and just to get the situation out of my head.)

I got approximately 180$
From the start of my campaign to crowd sorce funds for a new computer and equipment: (fund:
https://aryion.com/g4/view/1113152)
And where my art and such may give the impression I'd say "fuck'dem kids." I infact am a big'Ol Soft puddy'tat when it comes to anything in need ..except myself...I'm completely aware of the fact I have no real obligations to anyone but myself, however Unlike me those children don't know how to identify edible plants,herbs,mushrooms and things and can't survive for a couple weeks off of the stuff I can find around in the woods and stuff. Not boasting. Just making a point that I'd be fine where as they wouldn't.
I didn't know if they were lost, how long they'd been by themselves or what have you. All I knew is kids are hungry and I have money, so I fed them and left because I didn't know what else to do.
I couldn't bring them home with me ^^" I walk everywhere by choice, I am absolutely a hermit, I live in the the middle of wilderness at the end of a long and winding dirt road...not to mention the shear amount of things I have around the house that could/would hurt somebody pretty badly if they weren't careful. My home was a nope. As a mute there's a frustrating communications barrier.
Sign language is not universally known and was and still is difficult for me to grasp in a bodily sense. Like outside of fighting or dancing I'm so comically uncoordinated that if I actually had a tall I'm completely confident I'd trip over it nearly every time I tried to run off somewhere, so you can imagine how me and signing get along.
Anyways, after a few hours the situation basically resolved itself.
Their garden's broke down on the way to pick them up and they'd all just decided to stay together in a group and try to trek from where they were supposed to be picked up to their destination, which was a ChunkE'Cheese 25 miles away from where I found them going in the wrong direction.

If you're wondering why I didn't stick around too much...TwT I'm extremely anxious bout direct human interaction. Like I hyperventilate and everything, but family, children and animals don't trigger a response, hence why I stay where and live like I do. I don't understand where the fear comes from but just one unfamiliar person is enough to Make me want to run and hide. Thankfully, there's a loooooooooot more ways to interact with people than just in person or over the phone nowadays...

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