Happy Yule, Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays to you all! I'm sorry I've been away for a while, if you'd like to know where I've been read below

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Update
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Unfortunately, at the beginning of November I started getting crazy sick. Since then I've had 4 different infections, one of which was a tooth that I needed to get pulled, not only was it painful but it was quite expensive DX.
Due to all the illnesses my mental health has taken quite a hit.
So much so that I've ended up being late to work as I couldn't pull myself from bed early enough.
Thankfully my job isn't mad at me but I've still been stressing out about work a lot which has been causing me to have stomach problems again :(
I've been seeing my doctor and she's upped my psych meds, has me taking it before bed now in the hopes that it will help me sleep (as I've been having trouble in that area too) and she wants me to see a therapist... which is also expensive.
I'm hopeful that I can shake this soon. Thankfully the latest infection I've had is clearing up. And in the past few days I've also been taking vitamins and doing light therapy at home and it's been helping a little bit.
My motivation has slowly started coming back, but it's still going to be a battle until I'm back to normal.
And as to not worry anyone, I haven't been feeling like hurting myself or anything of that sort. I've just been very down for no reason. Finding motivation to do anything has been tough, even with things like eating (though my aunt has been forcing me to eat on my really bad days. So no worries there.)

I just hope I can shake this soon :(
Until then, I really appreciate everyone's patience with me and I'm really sorry for the delays this has caused.
I'm hopeful I'll be back to being my happy and motivated self soon.

Love and Hugs,
Rose

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