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Here we have a lovely lunch of gyoza, ball of steamed rice, and... me! There's no way to escape, so I've come to peace with the Universe, accepting my place as someone's meal.
...and not a moment too soon, looks like that someone has decided that I'M the next thing going in their mouth!
So just one quick, silly drawing today, not sure if I'll be up for another but this is something anyway. A lot of people, including one of my doctors, have been suggesting meditation to help with all the nervous system symptoms I get now. It isn't something I've ever cared about, and am not very good at. Very hard to quiet my mind down. Also, I tried meditating on my bed, where I only ever sleep or... look at vore pictures... so this idea came to mind, of course!
Well, I hope they enjoy me as lunch anyway!
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Posted by Thatangryorc 3 years ago Report
Meditation is a tricky one, my school used to do it before and after classes. Trying to clear your mind of thoughts is real damn difficult if you've an active imagination, or just spend a lot of time thinking about things. I've found that rather than following the original tradition of "no thoughts head empty", some people need to find their own method of meditating, like performing a certain action repeptitively, or focusing on specific thoughts.
Posted by JuniperBerry 3 years ago Report
Oh yeah, I find it especially hard because of my own brain anomalies. I'm almost always VERY dissociated, but also hyperaware of my environment, so that any change in noise or visuals provokes a world of new thought patterns. Getting into the lotus position and relaxing everything is easy, cause I can barely feel my body anyway, but mentally it's a damn marathon.
I originally tried it years ago, since I was fascinated by the idea of thinking of nothing; I don't think I can do such a thing. Clearing my mind just opens the floodgates to intrusive visuals and music. I've found focusing on patterned sounds - the oscillating fan and my cat purring in my case - then match my breathing to it, and imagine a flowing mindscape all at once works. Like how lucid dreamers use the "ladder technique" to focus. I seem to prefer swinging from vines, being on a roller coaster, or some other patterned rushing sensation.
Come to think of it, amusement park rides used to put me into this relaxed trance... odd.
Posted by Thatangryorc 3 years ago Report
Maybe it's something to do with the feeling of momentum shifting? Like when you feel the movement in your stomach as a lift speeds up or slows down? I can imagine that could be a sensation to focus on?
Posted by JuniperBerry 3 years ago Report
Probably something like that, I know I just love the feeling of fast movement. I feel it more in my arms and shoulders, with a sort of upward pull. Like swinging from vines or swimming very fast - I guess. I can't swim worth a crap XD
Posted by BadlyDrawnDedede 3 years ago Report
Ah, yes, the tride and true way of reaching nirvana... and I don't mean the mediation portion either! XP
Shoot, my mind's too active to try something like this. With all the crazy ideas, songs, and thoughts I have slipping around my head, I'm sure meditation for me would turn into story brainstorming! XD
Posted by JuniperBerry 3 years ago Report
Oh geez yeah, can I relate... I'm constantly brainstorming music, pictures, conversation ideas. I don't seem to be able to turn it off, just distract it with sim and sandbox games, or actually make something. I kept seeing random new character ideas last time I tried meditating.
You ever feel like it's your purpose to just write and create and make things up constantly? Sure feels like that for me sometimes. Like I'm haunted by it
Posted by Derekiscool 3 years ago Report
More like... Medi-PLATE............................... It's been a while since I've made one of these puns
Posted by JuniperBerry 3 years ago Report
Hah, well don't worry... "mediPLATE" went through my head while I worked on this!
Posted by Derekiscool 3 years ago Report
Well they say great minds think alike
Posted by NonBinaryFuta 2 years ago Report
Best of luck with the meditation, we need to learn how to meditate to better deal with arthritis pain and delusions.
Posted by JuniperBerry 2 years ago Report
It's been coming along well - to the point I can isolate the thought flow entirely, and feel myself exist separately from it. Very freeing, though it took a couple years before this started happening