My body hurts... it hurts... so much...

How long has it been since I signed my life away? Has it been months, maybe a year already? Or has it only been a few weeks, or just a few days? There's no way for me to tell. Time is smeared and churned together with unbearable agony and maddening ecstasy, throbbing in my mind, moment after moment. It hurts so much... but I don't want it to stop. I want it to hurt more...

Do not pity me, for I knew exactly what I was getting in to, what these people would do to me, what they'd do to my body. I wanted this, more than I ever wanted anything in my life.

One night, I happened upon a dairy company's website... this one however, specialized in human milk. They hosted videos of actual, real-life slave girls, bound, gagged, helpless and getting milked like cattle. Some of the company's videos where more professionally-inspired, aimed at investors or sponsors. The others clearly advertised to volunteers, people who would be interested in becoming one of these pitiful girls. I was blown away. I fell in love immediately. I wanted to be one of them. I wanted that same look of intoxicating, mortified, tortured happiness. I wanted to be treated like a thing, a hunk of meat only good for straining out warm milk hour after hour.

Now... here I am. I did it. They were very nice to me at first, and explained what would happen to me very clearly, and made sure with me that this is what I wanted. I couldn't wait to get started, and I made my eager willingness clear...
The very moment I finished the final stroke of my signature on that contract, they dragged me away, tore the clothes from my body, and bound me up within minutes.

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I'm no longer human. I'm not even an animal. Captive animals can still be considered pets. I'm just a sac of meat and milk, only meant to produce. When I don't produce, I'm manipulated accordingly.

They whip and flog me regularly, and cause me pain and discomfort in other creative ways. They explained that this was necessary. The endorphins released stimulated my other hormonal glands, thus yielding a uniquely rich taste in my breast milk. It was working. While I never get to taste my own milk, I was perpetually horny, sexually frustrated to the brink of madness. They feed me a sweetened, chunky, fatty pulp twice a day. It's no doubt mixed with some kind of hormone meant to make me lactate. I wonder if it's helping to keep me this horny, or maybe it's just me? My masochistic nature...?

It aches all over. My breasts feel like they're burning on the inside, as if every one of my poor mammary glands are being painfully squeezed. My nipples are so raw and engorged, I can barely feel them. My skin tingles, stings and throbs. My jaw is stiff from this ball... wedged between my teeth... but I love it. More than I can ever describe. It must be from this swirling mess of hormones, but I desperately want to be fucked. My pussy, my ass and even my ovaries, I feel like I'm going to lose my mind at any moment if I'm not fucked like the pitiful, submissive bitch in heat that I am. But most of the staff in this complex are girls. When I try pleading to them in vain, all they do is torture me some more to keep me from being bothersome. Their torture is carefully calculated not for our sakes, but for the sake of our milk after all.

I'm almost in a state of uninterrupted orgasm from the continual stimulation anyway, so there's no way I could mind. When they hurt me, it makes me feel that much more ecstatic. They even shock me with a cattle-prod from time to time. That makes me scream the loudest. Every single prod makes me squirt, at least a little. Every time.

Don't worry about me. I signed a contract for only a few years. But I'm sure I'll sign right back on again. This is where I belong. My milk doesn't belong in my breasts. It belongs with you. Please enjoy it for me, when you buy and use it for what you will, and know it's the result of raw bliss.

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Another personal project that was first meant to be a quick and dirty sketch, but I liked more the longer I worked on it, and I ended up pouring a lot of love into it ^ - ^

Take note, I have uploaded only one of the THIRTY FUCKING VERSIONS of this pic @_@ That the most I've ever done for one single upload, but it was so worth it :p Each version features either different color light, or different gear for the girl <3 You can check them all out on my Pixiv account at the following link:
http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=53320222

I sincerely hope you like it, and let me know what you think! ^o^/ Do you wanna be her, or the one doing things to her~?

Take care and stay safe until next time <3

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