Once again, a long overdue chapter. Difficulties to put my imagination into words, distractions, the usual stuff.

So what to say this time? Well, I got back on this chapter I had a bit left aside because I felt the need to put my mind onto something. I got a call this morning from my older sister, telling me that my granmother passed away... To be fair, I expected it a bit. She was suffering from Alzheimer, and to her credit, she lived until the honorable age of 95. But still, it's one of these moments that make me realize that I'm very lonely in my real life. It's a bit hard when you want to talk, and have no physical being to talk with. Of course, some will tell, I know a few people over the internet, but it's just not the same to me. Even if, ironically, that's what I'm doing right now. So, sorry for this sad note, but I had to at least do something. At least, I'm alive, and that's what matters in the end.

Now for the chapter in itself, on a theme I also experience frequently: how hard it is to change your opinion on someone. Even if you want to, you had your experience with the person, often in a bad way. And it requires a lot of efforts to try and the person as a human being when you demonized them. As sad as it sounds, it's often through shared pain that bounds are formed. And seeing that someone into distress, even if you hate him/her, makes your reconsider your feelings toward the person. You might experience satisfaction, if it's someone you clearly identified as evil. But it could also be a call for compassion if your mind isn't clearly set.

Personnally, even with people I don't like, I've been more and more inclined to give the benefit of the doubt. It's part of growing up, I guess^^

Anyway, enjoy your reading. More will follow.

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